My DuMdUm World

A World Where Passion Rules Reason,
And Reason is the only soverign.

-YC Lee
-25/07/1983
-Poker Player
-Bainin
-Hikkikomori

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

I received a very shocking news. Xue Wen is in HK. Working. That's the end.

Hard huh, I dun know if its first true love? Or something like that but now i know she's so far away. Kinda hurts.

Anyway, today's the first time i watched them do sparring. Now i know what it reaaaally feels like. I know what I need to train and what i need to practice before i go in the ring. My first sparring session should be the 2nd week of May, Thursday. I'll update on what it feels like to actually be in the ring.

Kinda excited. Makes me wanna go train some more now.

(2) So Waddaya Think! 8:23:00 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I wonder what's happened to me... Ever since i left the army, I've become so unmotivated. So financially unmotivated. I think this wall i've bumped into is much higher than i had expected. I'm just sitting at the base, staring up... Totally uninterested in climbing it anymore.

I've had some depressing thoughts lately, thinking that maybe I'll just finish my uni and become a salaryman for good. That's probably the first time that's crossed my mind. How is it i've become so unmotivated, so uninspired.

I hope something can ignite my fire and bring me back to the flame that once burned inside me. I wonder if that's still possible.

(2) So Waddaya Think! 5:33:00 AM